Thursday, October 6, 2011

Random Questions in My Head

Do you ever have those days when you start to question yourself about everything? Doubt is a sneaky bugger..it creeps slowly and disrupts your whole perspective about things.

Well, as you can see from the title, this post is about the random tots in my head.. Just like to share them with you.. *disclaimer: the poems are written by me, so please forgive the lack of creativity...lol*

Poem 1:
Staring at my reflection in this tiny mirror,
Questioning myself:
"What do I see?"
"Does my reflection reflect the truth?"
"Is this me?"

Poem 2:
I'm a dying flower,
Withered & fragile, I am,
Not knowing, in doubt,
Will I ever be a bloomed flower?
I'm thirsty & hungry, for answers I seek,
Who do I blame?
Is it the soil? The weather?
Or is it just me?

Poem 3:
What's the true meaning of LOVE?
A feeling? An indescribable emotion?
When do you know you are in LOVE?
It's just a simple BUT  powerful WORD.

Quote:
I don't need extravagant words
I just need to hear those 3 simple words:
"I love you"
"I am sorry"
"I miss you"
"I, forgive you"
such words will just put a smile on my face

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>HEARTS<<<<<<<<<<<<LOVE>>Prissy!!<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Ian Axel - This Is the New Year

A New Year, A New Song: This is the New Year by Ian Axel

This Is The New Year lyrics

Another year you made a promise
another chance to turn it all around
and do not save this for tomorrow
embrace the past and you can live for now
and I will give the world to you

Speak louder that the words before you
and give them meaning no one else has found
The role we play is so important
we are the voices of the underground
and I would give the world to you

Say everything you’ve always wanted,
be not afraid of who you really are,
cause in the end we have each other,
and that's at least one thing worth living for,
and I would give the world to you

A million suns that shine upon me
A million eyes you are the brightest blue
Lets tear the walls down that divide us
and build a statue strong enough for two,

I pass it back to you
and I will beat for you,
cause I would give the world
and I would give the world
and I would give the world to you

This is the new year
A new beginning
You made a promise
You are the brightest
We are the voices
This is the new year
We are the voices
This is the new year

Friday, December 31, 2010

NYE 2010 - Countdown to 2011

Hi y'all,

How was your NYE? Wonder how I celebrated NYE down under in particular Melbourne?

The day begins with....

Firstly, I just have to comment about how ridiculous Melbourne weather is... As you guys know, it is summer here but some how the weather was pretty chilly for summer. It was chilly for a couple of weeks already but somehow summer decided to hit Melbourne with its wrath...LOL..The temperature on nye was top of 42 degrees Celsius (NO JOKE ><) & the sun was super duper intense. I think you can actually cook an egg on the road...How did this affect me??..wait I will get there..

As usual, my brother decided & planned everything for the day but didn't inform anyone...Woke up at 8am by my bro & had to rush to get ready...
My bro, mum & I drove to his gf's place at Glen near the Syndal Train Station...so all of us (inc his gf) walked & took the train to the city.

Arrived around 10am & we went to Melb Aquarium >< ...saw the cute penguins & dangerous sharks..
After that, we went to Crown (nope..we didn't to go into the casino =0), we had lunch at Number 8....guess what we went after that??

We went to Crown's Arcade (LOL)...It was fun..We spent about $60 on games..imagine how long we were in there..Won like about 1500 tokens =p
This pretty amusing: we played laser tag too (imagine my mum carrying a laser gun trying to shoot youngsters...)...guess who is no.1???

Me..muahaha..got like about 7000 points (no joke)..I even beat my bro who is supposing to be like damn good with shooting games =)..that made my day...

At 5.00pm, we were at Yara Park to pick and reserve a place...Now, here is where I fill you in..Melb council organised a few free nye countdown celebrations around the city & all are outdoors. When we got there, the sun (the humidity) was sooooooooo intense, we felt like dying...I had to put sun block 4x (and I was using spf 50..no help at all)....
To make things worse, the weather-temp didn't change at all for about 3/4 of the time we were there. Look at our faces:

 My bro & his gf:
 My mum & I: look at our faces =p

Yara Park was organised for families (aka kid friendly)...LOL..most of the performances was for kids, got my inner childhood out for a few hours...
BUT the best performance was........GUY SEBASTIAN!!! omg...he was soooooo GOOD..I <3 him...so worth the wait & sweat...
The celebration wasn't that bad, the fireworks was like jaw dropping awesomely good..funny thing was, the fireworks was at 9.20pm...

After the fireworks, we quickly rushed to another park (can't remember the name..but it was quieter & fewer ppl)..here is the view from that park:


The fireworks at 12am was.....woah!!! Non-stop...I think it lasted for more than 10 mins (no joke..maybe even longer..didn't bother to check..lol) 
Sorry I don't have any fireworks pictures/videos. I was enjoying it too much =)
After the fireworks, we rushed as fast we could to the train st...arrived home...& we were all dead tired..
My body was aching & got sun-burned =p...

So this was my first NYE celebration in Melbourne...Conclusion: I enjoyed it, as I could celebrate with my family...it was peaceful but I still was thinking about my friends back in M'sia (I was nostalgic..missed them so much) but I told myself, we will celebrate together again in the future... I can't wait for the next nye celebration!! 


HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!! God Bless!! <3

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas!!

Hi everyone!! I just want to share a poem about the true meaning of Christmas..

 
Not Only Christmas Day
 
Lord, this is my prayer
Not only on Christmas Day
But until I see You face to face
May I live my life this way:

Just like the baby Jesus
I ever hope to be,
Resting in Your loving arms
Trusting in Your sovereignty.

And like the growing Christ child
In wisdom daily learning,
May I ever seek to know You
With my mind and spirit yearning.

Like the Son so faithful
Let me follow in Your light,
Meek and bold, humble and strong
Not afraid to face the night.

Nor cowardly to suffer
And stand for truth alone,
Knowing that Your kingdom
Awaits my going home.

Not afraid to sacrifice
Though great may be the cost,
Mindful how You rescued me
From broken-hearted loss.

Like my risen Savior
The babe, the child, the Son,
May my life forever speak
Of who You are and all You've done.

So while this world rejoices
And celebrates Your birth,
I treasure You, the greatest gift
Unequaled in Your worth.

I long to hear the same words
That welcomed home Your Son,
"Come, good and faithful servant,"
Your Master says, "Well done."

And may heaven welcome others
Who will join with me in praise
Because I lived for Jesus Christ
Not only Christmas Day

-- Mary Fairchild

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

OMG: It's been too long

The title says it all..

Hi everyone out there,
It's been ages since my last update *gosh*

Guess what...my finals are over and now, waiting patiently (but nervously) for the results...
And in 2 weeks time, I will be graduating (ain't that quick!!) depending on my results..LOL *cross fingers*

A lil update:
Just got back from Gold Coast with my ex-college mates: had an AWEsome time >> but now broke =(
I have to quickly get a job after Christmas to earn some $$$ >> if anyone wants to hire me =)
Will be spending Christmas & NYE in Australia (my first time celebrating away from home) =(
Hoping to meet & make new friends =)
Trying not to be lazy; hopefully, discipline enough to exercise everyday =p
....parents will be around so no funny things for me...

This seem like a random blog, isn't it? Oh well, thanks for your time..

Will blog soon.. <3

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

What Is The Hardest Thing You Had To Do?

Life, Love, Friends, Family, Relationships...etc are pretty tricky things we have to deal with everyday

So my question to you all is: 'What is the hardest thing you had to do?' (Don't need to share with but just take a moment and reflect...)
Was it for love? For money? Attention? Self-attribution?

What are your limits/boundaries? Will you go to the extreme? It could be the foolish mistakes or sacrifices you made..

As I reflect to this question, I realised that the hardest thing I had to do is to be HONEST. To be honest with myself and people around me. It is difficult nowadays with the media and the society bombarding us with images of perfection, wealth and popularity. I had to learn it the hard way that, to be happy with one self, we need to learn to love and embrace ourselves. My advise: Don't care about what people think or say about you...!!
It was and still is difficult for me to be true to myself, as I do have a great fear of men. I always have this assumption that people are judging or talking crap about me. Therefore, I tend to be a people pleasure...(not good =p)
As time passes, I learn from my mistakes, brush-off my shoulders and move on. 
Don't you just hate those moments when you had/wanted to tell the truth but you got into trouble for doing so?? *grr*

To think about: Don't you realise that it is damn tough to live a life without lying? *GOSH*

Did you have to say goodbye to someone you love when you weren't ready to do so?
To see your love one been taken away by someone else and decided to let go?
To tease some kid just to fit in with the others?
To see people suffer and do nothing when your conscious eats you inside?
Name your price, Name your pride, What will you do for human kind?


....Anyway, this is a random post about a random question >< ......
Thanks for reading....& share if you want..Will <3 to read them!!